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My amazing baby turns a year old next weekend. I am not quite sure if I am filled with excitement or if I feel like my heart is breaking. I am so excited to share my life and all of my love with her. But a part of me aches that I will never nurse her at 2:00 am when it is just us and the world is asleep. The past year has been filled with terror and filled with magic. I watched my body change in very strange ways as she grew inside of me and watched a miracle as she was born and laid into my arms. I have learned to sacrifice everything at 12:00am, 2:00 am and 4:00am to evolve into a better person. Then I watched her sit up, crawl, hold her own bottle and then take her first steps. I saw her reach her arms up to me and melted the first time she said momma. Each memory I will hold with me forever as she alone has defined who I am..She has taught me God's call for me and wrote my destiny. I am now a mother and can not imagine ever wanting to be anything else.




excuse me ..can anyone help me take these things off

mom did u glue these things on?






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